knotted

i need to break a soul tie
twisted and tangled
hurts so bad
compassion mutual
omission rampant
honesty corrupt
trust not restored
insecurities persist
i am sorry
don’t trust me
my heart storms
rains tears
thunders regret
strikes lust that sparks
fires unquenched
mass devastation

Posted at 9pm on 3/25/08 | no comments; | Filed Under: Relationships | read on

do i get an i?

once you realize you are capable of murder, its hard to turn back
once you realize things will never be the same, its hard to move forward
i used to think that i would have an impact on believers and that i would grow into a leader, a preacher, a teacher and a prophet that changed the [...]

Posted at 9am on 3/17/08 | 4 comments | Filed Under: Conviction, God | Tagged: , , | read on

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Blaspheming her true purpose, some have described her as a trophy wife to an ambitious, dark skinned, educated business man; my fair grandmother with her elegant beauty embraced my similar, generational skipping features and taught me never to be ashamed.

The memory of our conversations and the magic with which she believed in the God in me, carry me past the devestation of her pain.

Thank you black hazel, I love you, I am you.